The most frustrating excuse has got to be that no one should be notebooked with amounts of money of that much. Be that as it may, this should not preclude me from receiving any of the money I’m entitled to. I am a reasonable, rational person. I understand complex ideas and am solution oriented. By obstructing justice as they have, repeatedly, they are not only undermining the law and justice system, but the very fundamental principles that this country was built on. The Quakers came to this land to escape unlawful persecution and sought separation of church and state. Yet, you are allowing your ideologies to govern how you treat me. You are oppressing me for what you claim I’m capable of doing, without any proof to support it, other than the fact that in the past others have been susceptible to notebooking as a result of having my money being illegally notebooked to them. The difference is, it was mine all along. Perhaps the guilt of knowing they made an error is what drove them to notebook my money.  I tend to think it was to escape accountability, maybe not for themselves personally but in a fashion that was in some way perceived as advantageous to them…

(Kahn’s wife at Walmart by the Tucson Mall. The wife of one of the treasurers of my company. The treasurer at the time the money disappeared, and so did she, with her whole family, except Kahn). 

…at the time. Regardless, there is no way you can compare me to them, because I am not them. I can never be like them because they made me into what I am, and I would never do that to anyone. Not for all the money in the world. Not for my every whim to be granted instantly. Not for anything. Ever. 

The fact that you could even think that is possible is beyond comprehension. It shows how little you actually know me as a person. How little you have been a part of my life. And, how little faith you have in someone that used to think you were someone to look up to.